i am 40 days pregnant today. so many thoughts going through my mind. so many emotions. i havent' felt many pregnancy symptoms. and though i should be happy i'm not having these horrible symptoms, i'im scared of what it means. i love the baby so much arleady, and i've onlyknow about it for 2 weeks. its just a glimmer into what the future holds for me, all the worries and fears that go into having a child. but i'm also so excited. i just want to be in my second trimester so i can start tellign eveyone about baby, and start wearing maternity clothes (and maybe not feel fat, just pregnant).